Un sogno chiamato Erica Campbell
Erica Campbell ha rappresentato un sogno per milioni di uomini sparsi in tutto il mondo. Pur lavorando in un ambiente particolare - quello del c.d. "Adult Modelism" - ha diffuso con garbo ed empatia la sua bellezza, discreta e angelica, nettamente antitetica rispetto a un settore. Quello dell’industria dell’entertainment dove certo la poesia non ha posto, anzi... Eppure lei è riuscita con le sue belle maniere e la sua delicata sensualità a farsi ammirare ed apprezzare anche da chi non è certo estimatore dell’"Adult Modelism".
Occhi limpidi e sereni, una bocca deliziosa, un corpo che fa sognare, aggraziato, forme armoniose e sinuose. In più una capacità di dimostrare di essere sempre e comunque una donna che pensa con la sua testa e dice la sua. Infatti, si è sempre fatta notare per una vivida intelligenza e un carattere sì dolce, bensì fermo e deciso.
Ha affascinato con le sue movenze sexy e delicate i cuori di molte persone in tutto il mondo. In poco tempo è divenuta una beniamina - quasi una leggenda - proprio in virtù delle sue qualità e di un naturale talento. E’ stata davvero un sogno. Un sogno che si ricorda con piacere perché delicato, semplice, educato e di una meraviglia che non vi dico. Lei, Erica Campbell, è una meraviglia che lascia senza parole.
Pur essendo apparsa sui magazine per adulti più noti al mondo è sempre riuscita a rimanere se stessa ed umana. Una persona reale, ecco. Poi la rottura con l’ambiente. Avviene nel 2008 allorquando annuncia l’abbandono dall’attività in quanto ha incontrato il Signore che la spinge sulla vita della rettitudine e del vivere secondo le leggi della Religione Cattolica. E’ una "Born Again" come si dice in America. Una "rinata".
Forse doveva finire proprio così perché una persona così a modo quale è Erica Campbell non poteva durare molto in quell’ambiente sessista e spesso volgare. Sembra che la stessero pressando per interpretare scene "hardcore" del tutto inaccettabili per i suoi principi morali. Lei in quell’ambiente ci era entrata nel 2001. Appena 7 anni di "carriera" sufficienti per lasciare una traccia indelebile e poi andare via.
Ora è sposata con figli. Di lei non si sa molto perché difende a denti stretti la sua privacy ed ha ragione da vendere secondo me. Tuttavia, si sa che si occupa di convincere altre adult models (o anche glamour actress o classy actress) ad abbandonare l’ambiente. Inoltre, è impegnata, con particolare energia, nel suo stato - il New Hampshire - in battaglie per l’ambiente e la difesa degli animali.
E’ stato un sogno...lo sarà per sempre...dolcissima Erica Campbell...
- TESTO DELL’ANNUNCIO DEL RITIRO
Ecco il testo che annuncia il ritiro di Erica Campbell dal mondo dell’"Adult Modelism". L’annuncio fu pubblicato il 25 maggio 2008 sul sito www.clubericacampbell.com (il sito è oramai chiuso):
I love you guys!
The Only Way Out
This message is to ALL of my friends and fans. I wasn’t sure how exactly to start this...but I trusted that God would help me write this and maybe through me I could speak His word and make His will be done.....
For a long time I have been very lost. So lost in myself and in the world that I didn’t even REALIZE that I was lost. I have always thought of myself as a pretty good person. I love helping people, I love befriending people, I love animal rescue and rehab. I care a GREAT deal for my friends and family and ALWAYS do whatever I can to care for them and make sure that they are ok. For a long time I THOUGHT that I was doing the right thing.....and doing my personal best......well...I was wrong...dead wrong.
Being in the world of adult modeling I see A LOT of pain....A LOT of heart break. SO many lost girls get into this business just for some extra money....to help pay for school....to help support themselves or even their children as single moms. "It’s just temporary". They are only going to do this for a while...just a few shoots. I too started out to make some extra money to help me finish school. Almost ALL of the time. It doesn’t end where you think it will.....the path goes on......the hole gets deeper....and the road gets darker. MOST of the time the girls don’t even realize it. One day you see this bright beautiful girl shooting tame nudes...the next they are signing on the dotted line of a hard-core porn company. Lost. Broken. Alone.
Being on the other side of these pictures you don’t see the pain these girls are in. The struggle....the drugs that they take so they can get themselves through these sets. Sometimes it’s just a show....you pretend to be someone else..become someone you never thought you could be...and the hole gets deeper.
I never thought of myself as one of these girls. What I have been doing "wasn’t porn". I connect to well and so close with so many of my fans. I didn’t realize what I was doing or why.
The past few years have been very difficult for me. That is no secret to anyone that knows anything about me. I have been working my tail off to support myself, my farm, my rescues, my family, and the list goes on. No matter how hard I worked.....no matter how many people or creatures I helped I STILL had that void inside of my heart and my soul. Connecting with person after person through my site as REAL FRIENDS. I understood the loneliness of the people that I would talk to...because I myself was so lonely. The more I shot...the deeper my darkness got.....the more I understood the pain of others. My friends and my fans. There is ONE common thread to so many of us online here.....the need to be loved, accepted, cared for, the need to have SOMEONE understand you and connect with you. At the end of so many of these emails was that loneliness. SO many men have asked me what they were doing wrong, how to find a special girl like me for THEM. How to fill that "void" in their hearts...in their souls. For a long time I thought I was helping to fill that void in the lives of so many, and in a way I was. But it was all a lie. I could never fill that void for anyone...only be a sinful Band-Aid for it. Only cause the loneliness to deepen....only cause my own soul to ache more.
I have been looking so long and so hard for someone to love me. Love ME for ME. Fill that hole in my soul. Complete me. All this time the only thing standing in my way was me. I have been blind and wrong. On so many levels for so long.
I have decided to leave the world of adult and porn behind me....and follow the Lord. I have accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior and am devoting my life to HIS WILL. I have found the one thing that can, will and DOES fill that void...and that’s GOD.
I have been trapped in sin and destruction for so long. Disappointment after disappointment......painful venture after painful venture. I have been my own worst enemy. Holding the key all along that could set me free from the darkness that had slowly enveloped me....that was eating away piece by piece my soul. Burning the light out of my eyes so slowly that I didn’t even see it....didn’t know it.....
It is will a new clarity and a new purpose that I will continue my life. I WANT TO HELP THESE GIRLS! These lost souls.....these girls that are ABUSING THEMSELVES. Selling themselves for NOTHING. I want to help them STOP THIS PAIN. I want to show them the light.....and the love of Jesus. ONLY HE CAN FILL THIS VOID IN THEIR LIFE! HE IS THE WAY....THE ONLY WAY.
I also want to help my fans...my friends......This void in your life and heart. You seek pornography to fill it....it’s only a bandage. Sin isn’t ugly....it’s beautiful. It can’t fill the voids in your life. ONLY GOD CAN FILL THEM!
I love my fans, and I love YOU. I want YOU to feel this peace. I want YOU to get out of the darkness that is all around you. You can not live with one foot in Christ and one in the world. Our time here is so short....today could be your last day here. And what will you have lived for? Died for? There is only one way to heaven and eternal life....and that is through Jesus.
I will not and can not desert my friends and fans. The models.....the world. I can’t and I won’t. I am hoping that the Lord will work through me and guide me to do HIS will and help those that I can. Those that will stop and listen....those that will allow the Holy Spirit to fill them and speak to them as it has me.
I know that there are going to be a lot of people that will think this is a big joke ... laugh ... wonder if I have lost my mind ... well ... I have news for you ... FOOLS MOCK THE TRUTH. There is ONE WAY. And only one way. I have found that way. I have FILLED THE HOLE IN MY SOUL! Filled that void that I couldn’t fill with anything else. My life isn’t about ME anymore.....My life is about God and HIS will. I want to spread HIS love. Tell people about Him......lead people home to Him. I don’t care what you have done.....how lost you think you are....how hopeless you think things are......I HAVE GREAT NEWS FOR YOU! It’s NOT TOO LATE. God LOVES YOU! He wants YOU. All you have to do is accept His gift. IT’S RIGHT THERE FOR YOU! Jesus died on the cross for OUR SINS. The price for us has already been PAID IN FULL.
I will not be attending glamourcon or shooting anything else. The next and last person that will see and enjoy my body will be a husband AS GOD INTENDED! I have asked for forgiveness for what I have done AND HAVE BEEN FORGIVEN! I will spend the rest of my life doing the Lords will and the Lords work. I AM HIS!
I want you ALL to know that I love you very much.....you ARE MY FRIENDS! I want you to know God.....I want you to get out of this darkness...this saddness and follow the word of God. There is ONLY ONE WAY OUT!
I will not abandon you......
My life is beginning NOW. From this day on I will live HIS will and HIS way. My heart is HIS.
- CREDITI FOTOGRAFICI
- Per le foto 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 8, 9, 10, 12, 13 e 14 Ericacampbell.com (il sito non esiste più);
Per le foto 6 e 19 Twystys;
Per le foto 7 e 20 Playboy;
Per la foto 15 Mystique (il sito non esiste piìù);
Per la foto 16 macandbumble.com (il sito non esiste più);
Per la foto 17 non si può attribuire il credito fotografico;
Per le foto 11, 18 e 21 Pin Up Files.
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